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09/02/2008: "Haven't Worked"

It looks like a sunny day today even though they predicted rain. I just hope they are right about Saturday, high 70's, for the party he wants before he goes. Sometimes I just pray he'll last til then, since the pain seems to be getting off the charts at times.
We had quite a crowd over the holiday, all his kids (except 1), grand-kids, and 4 great-grand kids. He was really happy they were all here and most will be back for the party.
I got really mad at him this morning. Here he was smoking again while wearing the oxygen hose. I asked him if he was planning on killing all his family at the same time as himself. He was so loaded on the morphine he didn't even remember lighting the cigarette.
Our daughter just arrived to help me for the day so maybe I can get caught up on some work. I hope they keep an eye on him while I'm gone. Still dancing very early, so join me and "Let's All Dance!"