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08/10/2008: ""Smoke That Cigarette!""

Well I thought all the compassion was gone from me but I find I can't do enough to make his life more comfortable, even letting him smoke in the house. Since emphysema wasn't enough to make him quit smoking I'm sure now that he has lung cancer he figures why stop now, the damage is already done, and I'm tired of stressing over the fact that he won't stop for anyone. I'm not sleeping well so I get up and put on my ipod and do my dancing very early before he wakes up. It takes my mind off the fucked reality of our life for a little while, so Come on, "Let's All Dance!"